so today was the first day of my 2,4,6,8 diet and i'm going to be doing this until thanksgiving and after thanksgiving if i've lost between 15-20 pounds i'm gonna get my nipples pierced :)

todays intake (goal-200 cals)

black coffee- 5 cals

progresso soup- 120 cals

fruit roll up- 40 cals

2 small mr. freezies- 30 cals

total for day- 195 cals!!!! ah i actually did it :)

i am so shocked/impressed that i did it.. my biggest motivation for today was the fact that my roommate last night (who is an attractive guy) said "your a very attractive girl, and if you had a rock hard body too....you could get anything you wanted." as much as it stung to hear that i don't have a nice body i was actually glad he said that because that was the last comment i'm going to hear about the fact that my body isn't up to par of attractiveness. on this diet it says you'll lose on average 5 lbs a week and thanksgiving is in 3 weeks so that'll be 15 pounds. BUT my body tends to lose weight pretty quickly so i'm hoping that will be a big 20 lbs loss for me by then. i'll keep you guys posted :) thanks for listening to the rant!

fucking a. the hardest part for me is to come on here and realize after this week i've gained .8 pounds. but i need to move on and move forward..i ate really shitty today and don't even know what all i ate. So tonight was the new series of food fear and obsession. omgosh there was a girl who was anorexic and she had the most amazing body!! and she was my height she only ate 2 fat grams a day and worked out a ton which is not was i'm going to do. I was watching it with one of my roommate's who is a personal trainer and he was saying that there was a girl who came into the gym who only had 300 calories a day and weighed about 110 .... i am going to do that between 300-700 cals a day and in no time i'll see my hard work.. it's going to be really fucking hard the first week or two but i need to just work through it/sleep through it haha 

RULES:

1. 300-700 calories a day no exception 

2. get 8 hours of sleep a night

3. only drink vodka and diet coke or water when i go out

4. work out 3-4 times a week

5. weigh myself every morning to track my work

6. record everything i eat and type it up on here 

would anyone care to join me?

So things have been going pretty decent. Not as well as planned but still decent. I feel like i'm doing better then my cousin though ;) These are my goal weights (it helps me seeing the dates and what i WILL be weighing (not hopefully))

October 13th- 142 lbs

October 20th- 139 lbs

October 27th- 136 lbs

November 3rd- 133 lbs

November 10th- 130 lbs

November 17th- 127 lbs

November 24th- 124 lbs 

Now saturday was quite the upsetting day food wise it was a football game so lots of tailgating/beer/food/lush haha 

Saturday:

applesauce - 150 cals

coffee- 75 cals

loads of beer/vodka cranberries- guessing 900 cals...probably more then that but i don't wanna admit it haha

philly cheese steak sandwich (710 cals) with two sides of ranch dressing (300 cals) - 1010 cals

chicken quasadilla from qdoba- 980 cals (ohhh my gosh i just looked it up...BARF!)

TOTAL FOR SATURDAY - 3115 CALS! 

Sunday:

coffee- 75 cals

12 mini corn dogs (510 cals) with ketchup (100 cals) - 610 cals

Angel hair pasta with chicken, broccoli, carrots, and cheese- 900 cals

3 pieces of garlic toast- 300 cals

TOTAL FOR SUNDAY- 1885 cals 

Monday:

coffee- 75 cals

applesauce- 150 cals

popcorn with light butter- 150 cals (guessing)

1/2 a box of mac n cheese with a little butter and water instead of milk- 420 cals

2 bites of seasoned steak and 1 small shrimp- 150 cals

4 pickle slices- 15 cals

1 mr. freezie- 15 cals

W/O - 1/2 hour on the stair stepper - burned 250 cals

TOTAL FOR MONDAY- 725 CALS  (very pleased with today)